Beyond Asana Blog
My weekly blog is a forum for contemplative inquiry into the intersection of yoga practice, traditional teachings, and real life.
The toughest class I ever had to teach was the morning after Donald Trump won the 2016 U.S. presidential election.
After a near-sleepless night, I showed up to the studio ragged, frightened, and heartsickâseemingly in no position to inspire or uplift a room full of people feeling much the same way. I sat down at the front of the room and realized I had nothing polished or reassuring to offer.
So, I told the truth.
âI donât really know what to say,â I said. âBut Iâm here. Youâre here. And, together, we can let the practice meet each of us where we are.â
That was it. No attempt to make sense of what had happened. No effort to lift anyone out of their feelings. Just presence, acknowledgemen...
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Just what I needed to hear today!
Thanks so much for this; itâs exactly what Iâve been thinking about this week.
If youâve ever felt thisâreading something that seems to speak directly to youâyouâre not alone. I receive messages like these almost every week. Students often tell me my posts feel uncannily timed, as if I'm writing directly to them about their specific struggles.
Yesterday, a student shared how a recent post echoed advice sheâd been giving a friend - that freedom exists in the present moment, not in replaying the past or lingering in regrets. âReading your words,â she told, me, âwas like hearing my own wisdom reflected back to me."
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Is not impermanence the very fragrance of our days?
â Rainer Maria Rilke
It's every yoga teacher's worst nightmare: minutes before my livestream yoga class last Friday, the Zoom link failed. Students messaged franticallyâ"I can't get in," "the password isn't working"âand I felt my breath constrict, my hands shake, my thoughts spiral into catastrophe. A morning of ease and flow had become a real-time meltdown.
Ten minutes later, everyone was in. We practiced. The panic evaporated the moment I began teachingâspecifically, when I started speaking about cultivating independent happiness, and remembered why I do this. The class felt warm and connected, maybe even better for its rocky start....
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I can still feel the visceral jolt of ungroundedness I experienced a few years ago on the treadmill. I was ramping up my speed and incline, ready to go for it, when the machine suddenly hesitatedâjust a tiny hiccup. But that split-second pause threw me completely off. I went from feeling free and powerful in my stride to cautious, wary, and unsure. My body shifted from charging forward to bracing against a fall that never came.
That moment revealed the truth of yoga's most fundamental teaching: impermanence. Life is uncertain, temporary, and always shifting. Everything changes. Nothing stays fixed. As mythologist Michael Meade says, a false sense of security is the only kind there is.Â
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Iâm known for making simple poses deep. A student once told me I could make people sweat in Childâs Pose.
This is what I mean by vertical depth in yogaâthe kind of advanced practice that has nothing to do with mastering difficult postures and everything to do with exploring the richness of your inner experience. When you show up consistently and mindfully, even the most ordinary poses reveal a profundity that expands as your awareness deepens.
What if we approached gratitude the same way?
We tend to imagine happiness comes from extraordinary eventsâvacations, celebrations, special nights out. We wait for the big moments. But research tells a different story: regularly noticing and appr...
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Talk about being in the right place at the right time.
The last weekend of September was tough. I was moving out of a house I loved and by the time all the sorting, purging, and packing were done, I felt empty and fragile. Maybe youâve had moments like thatâtimes when life feels stripped down to its essentials, and youâre not quite sure what will rise in its place.
It was a splendid late-summer afternoon, soâdespite my exhaustionâI went for a walk along the train tracks in a nearby village.
All month, Iâd been teaching an online series called Dancing the Body of Light, guiding my community through an exploration of the subtle bodyâthe energetic anatomy described in the hatha yoga tradi...
What if I told you that your body contains mountains, rivers, the sun and moon?
You might think Iâve drifted off somewhere between the inhale and exhale.
But this is exactly what the original yogis uncovered â an intricate map of esoteric anatomy known as the subtle body, sukshma sharira. In deep meditation, they charted the flow of prana through thousands of energetic channels called nadis, describing the body as containing all the elements of nature in microcosmic form: the sun shining through our eyes, a mountain rising within the spine, a lotus flower blooming in the heart, and rivers of vibrant energy flowing through every channel.
In making yoga more accessible to the Western mind, ...
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The moment had comeâthe most nerve-wracking part of any teacher training Iâve led: the first time each trainee guides the whole group through a pose. But what I witnessed that day was less about teaching yoga and more about living it.
When I announced the exercise last weekend, I could feel the familiar wave of anxiety ripple around the room. Yet as each person summoned their courage and took their place at the front, something powerful unfolded.
One trainee, teaching in her second language, did a beautiful job. Another, a longtime college teacher, guided us into PÄrĹvottÄnÄsana with the confident poise of her years in the classroom. A third spoke with such attentive presence that you c...
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I used to assume that years of yoga practice would naturally cultivate kindness, wisdom, and compassion. Then I began paying closer attention.
What I saw surprised me: technical mastery and inner transformation don't always go hand in hand. I've encountered practitioners who can float through arm balances and quote the sutras yet struggle with patience or humility in everyday interactions. I once arrived late to a workshop -- a rare occurrence, due to circumstances beyond my control - only to be berated by the visiting teacher in front of everyone. And I've watched beginners, still finding their way through their first sun salutations, embody a presence and benevolence that moved me dee...
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In Autumn 2020, I wrote a post responding to that meme that floods my feed every Fallâthe one about how the autumn leaves show us how beautiful it can be to let go.
I wrote then: UghâŚif I see this one more time, I think I'll scream. Of course, letting go can be beautiful. It can also be really painful and not very pretty at all.
Itâs that time of year again, and I find myself revisiting that idea. Over these past few years, Iâve learned a few things about what it really means to let go. Â
Contemplating the cycles of nature has helped me understand - deep in my bones - that dissolution is essential for something new to emerge.
The fallen tree in the forest seems tragic, until you witn...